I made a goal a while ago to try to be more positive about
everything, but today I feel like I need to rant a little. Getting things off
your chest is healthy right? Explosions aren’t usually a favored response. So
here it goes.
I hate how all my classes are simply telling us what we can
do. There doesn’t seem to be much doing. I’m noticing this a lot in my PR
classes. Obviously, I have to be told how to do something before I can do it,
but hearing about it only makes me more anxious to be out in the world doing
it.
Sometimes my ADD get’s the best of me and I find myself
thinking about the hundred other things I need to do during class. Without a doubt,
I know I’m the only one who does this. It’s really bad when the subject
material is boring, or something I already get. Knowing students do this, why
do professors have to call on me when I don’t have a clue what is going on? It
happened yesterday. I was sitting in class, thinking about what groceries I
needed to get, what I still needed to do for my brochure and print ad and
trying to figure out what I wanted to eat before I went to work. Clearly, my
brain was not in the same classroom as everyone else. I was doing fine on my
little think train until I heard it.
“Rachael?”
Head jerks up, confusion floods the eyes and I stare
blankly, completely clueless as to what’s going on.
I had to apologize for not focusing, making my cheeks burn.
3 more semesters and then I can stop hearing about how great it is and actually
start doing. I can’t wait!
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